Regret

Heyy, heyy.
Peace be upon you.

I wanna share a story. Enjoy~

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was so my called "Best Friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wish she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and i knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and I handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I wanted her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy and I don't know why.

11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours. We watched a movie, and three bag of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me and said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior Year.

The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said. He's not going to go, I didn't have a date and in 7th grade, we made promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as 'Best Friends'. So we did. Prom night, after everythig was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me with her crystal eyes. I wanted her to be mine, but she isn't thing of me like that, and i know it. Then she said " I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but iI'm to shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day.

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as she goes up the stage to get her diploma. I wanted her  to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cries as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "your my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. Iwant to tell her, I want to tell her I don't want to be just friends, i love her but I'm too shy, and I don't know why.

A few years later.

That  girl is getting married now. I watched her as she say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said thanks and kiss me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't wan to be just friends, I love her but I'm too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral

Years passed, i looked down at the coffin of a girl used to be my 'Best Friend'. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years.
This is what it read :

 I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him to know that I don't want to be just friends, i love him but I'm just to shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me

'I wish I did too...' I thought to my self and cried.

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So, how was it?
Sad isn't it? I found it while searching for a quotes.
It was a very sad story.
But i LOVED it.

Hope you guys enjoy it.

loveyaa♥

chocolatemakesmehappy:))

Happy Eid 2011

Heyy, heyy.

Peace be upon you.

So, how is your eid this year? 

Mine?

 It was AMAZING.

This year my family celebrate eid at Antara Gapi at my aunt's house. Nasib baik rumah dekat antara gapi tu besar. Itupun ade yang kena tidor dekat dalam khemah luar rumah. Haha.

Sehari sebelum raya, all the uncles and aunts semua dah tidor except me and my cousins. Semua dah terlampau excited nak raya sampai ta boleh tido. Naknak pula kitorang kene tidor dekat luar rumah sebab dekat dalam rumah dah ta muat. Almaklumlah, bila Rahim's clan buat gathering, satu dewan pun ta cukup.

Mula-mula semua duduk senyap je then tiba-tiba sorang cousin ni dia pegi pukul semua orang dengan bantal peluk dia. Bertambah hyper la kitorang. Lepas tu, perang bantal pun bermula~~~ Siap main kejar-kejar lagi waktu malam-malam buta.

Bila dah pukul 3 pagi, mata dah mula mengantuk. Tapi cousins yang lain still bertenaga lagi main-main baling-baling bantal dekat luar rumah. Bila tengok dorang dari jauh nampak macam orang gila tengah berebut bantal~~ HAHA.

First day of eid- Bila bangun je all the uncles and aunts dah siap-siap pakai baju raya. Kitorang je still ade air liur basi dekat mulut. Yekk~~       >.<  Semua menggelabah nak siap.

Bila semua lelaki dah balik dari sembahyang raya, sesi bermaaf-maafan pulak . Lepas tu sesi bergambar pun bermula~~~~~ wohoo~

adik, mom and me

mom with her siblings

mom and dad

some of my hyperactive cousins~~

adik and me with our cousin jadzrina zuleikha~

with Eira. tinggi sangatlahh budak ni~~

sebenarnya dia lagi tinggi~~haha

pity him~ kena paksa duduk atas riba atokk XD

duit raya~

Bila dah habis sesi bergambar, sesi makanmakan pula. Banyak gilaa makan. Lepas ni confirm makin gemok~~

Lepas makan my family balik kampung dekat sepang. OHMYGAHH~~~. Boring gila. Sampai kat kampung je semua orang tidor =_='

Tak raya apa dorang ni?
Lepas dah habis raya dekat kampung, kitorang balik antara gapi balik(pelik ta ayat ni?) Then menggila balik dengan Nina and Eira. Sedar ta sedar tetiba dah malam.

 *Kitorang still kena tidor dekat dalam khemah di luar rumah kerana bilangan keluarga Abdul Rahim semakin bertambah*


Second day of eid- Still bersama-sama dengan ahli2 keluarga Abdul Rahim, kitorang sume pergi masuk hutan.
Beraya dalam hutan?
oh~nonono...
Kitorang pergi untuk bercamping. Disebabkan bilangan keluarga rahim ni terlampau ramai, nampak macam kitorang buat perkampungan dekat situ.

yang tengah baring tu nak tahu siapa?---> my dad =_=

abaikan yang tengah bogel tu~~

ada nampak macam perkampungan orang asli ta?

me, aisar and along

perlawanan netball... yang tua vs yang muda

cousins yang terlampau hyperactive

uncle boy and aunty rin

with papa andak

makanmakan~~

along ieda, abang syahmi, kak ebby

tengah berebut hamper.

along atiq

kemaskemas. balik~~

Best gilaa rayaa tahun ni. Yang sedihnya sebab saya sorang je yang ta dapat mandi sungai. Masa first raya terjatuh basikal. Bercalar kepala lutut den~~ 

Anyway, WISH YOU ALL A VERY HAPPY AND PEACEFUL EID even though its a little bit too late.

:)))

loveyaa♥

chocolatemakesmehappy:))